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Sally sent cold shivers up my spine with this one!

My good friend Sally Bend (@bibrary) has scared the shit out of me again with her latest book – Fear, Love and Broken Things.

If not for the fact that I have read her work in the past, I probably would never have gotten past the preview.  The talk of bugs and vermin crawling around had my skin crawl just as much as her main character Caitlin – although for different reasons.

This shorter piece tells a very difficult story about Caitlin who is in an abusive relationship and had the courage to get away from her husband.  With little more than the clothes on her back, she finds “safety” in a filthy hotel room to try and recover enough to contemplate her next move.

The story has a very skin crawling set of twists and turns that will have Caitlin and the reader looking over their shoulder and jumping out of their beds.  Long time abuse has her remembering the demands and instructions of her husband and at the same time Caitlin finds the liberating joy of defying him from a far.  Along the way she finds the courage to reach out to a friend and confide in someone new.  The chance meeting empowered Caitlin as she began defying her husband’s memory and did unspeakable things that would have resulted in devastating pain, but instead armored her as she continued fighting through the physical and emotional scars.  What she never expected was to find the solution in someone so “unique.”

I always like stories that make me think, ask questions and leave me wanting more.  If you’re like me… this story is for you.

5 Creepy Crawly Stars

From Smut Writer to Fiction Writer – A Response to a Book Club Member

I am always looking for feedback on my books and stories.  While they are not easy to come by because smut rag writers tend to draw a very private audience, every now and then one comes along.  That was the case yesterday when I received this review of my book A Victim’s Revenge – Missing in Plain Sight.


I saw your tweet about your new novel and misunderstood. When I went to your author page I found this one and thought I found it. I am glad I was wrong. I have a small book club and we usually read one or two erotic stories a week. Mainly because they are really short. I usually find erotica is much like porn… short, down and dirty with no plot. We have read your stories and it was very interesting that you actually try to write a full story. Even if its short, you try and give the characters depth which me and the club found very exciting to see. We started reading this book this week and being semi retired, I had more time and finished it last night and it was superb. I loved the conflict in the story and the way you put me in Stacie’s shoes as you told the story. Reading the previous comment from Julie, I tend to disagree with her. I don’t think it is for anyone struggling with gender identity or bullying, but more for someone who enjoys the this type of erotica who is looking for a little more out of a good smut rag. 5 STARS – GREAT BOOK.    — Rob


First off, Rob thanks you for the feedback.  I am glad you enjoyed it and hope the rest of your book club enjoy it as well.  I think every writer would love to receive feedback like this, but it also made me think again about what I write and how I categorize myself as a writer.  When I first started writing – before I ever decided to publish, it was therapeutic for me.  It allowed me to share my thoughts and feelings without opening up to anyone.  When I decided to publish my diaries, it was the courageous risk I took and while my first book didn’t sell (because it was unedited and written at different stages of my life) I eventually pulled it from publication, but the fact that I shared my true life story ignited a spark for me to write more.

When I started #reading erotica and the smut rags that were on the market, I found my niche but wanted to tell a story, not just a describe a sex scene in a porn movie.  The problem was, no one wants to read those types of stories… or do they?

I realized that there is an interest – small as it may be, in a more graphic sexual tale.  The 50 shades fans are still private but are showing themselves more and more and looking for more raunchy tales.  I don’t think it is coincidence that I write stories that have that type of balance.  Of course, my stories are more focused on members of a community that is smaller and shunned by society.  I don’t think I follow any one particular writer’s style – because I never really studied anyone specifically.  I am a fan like many readers and I just write what I see and what I am comfortable with.

Now, while much of the feedback I have received has been positive, I have received feedback that is not very nice. I have been called a lot of names, told that my writing sucks and even told that I should kill myself.  Most of these are easily dismissed because they haven’t really read my work.  Those who have who still don’t care for it feel I am putting the transgender and others in the LGBTQ community in such a vulnerable position that it is not a true representation of the strong and courageous people who support and are proud members of the community…. and they are right.

We all deal with conflict, for some of us that conflict is difficult and for others it is welcomed and easier because of how we embrace it.  My earlier stories were just about telling the sex story – how did the sex scene develop and how it affected the characters.  As I went back and read those same stories, it inspired me to try and develop those types of characters more.  Giving them an identity and attempting to show how they dealt with the conflicts in their lives.  For some of us in the transgender and LGBTQ community, that conflict is dealt with different ways.  Being a private member of the community, I dealt with conflicts by crossdressing and writing.

I get a chance to step out of my body – so to speak and look at my problems with fresh eyes as I look at myself in a new form.  It allows me the chance to clear the noise from my head and really look at the conflict – where the what is more important than the why, and once I understand the what, I can learn the how.  This is what pushed me to consider my newer stories and adding more of that character development and substance into them.  I wanted my readers to understand the characters enough to understand the conflicts they faced.  I want them to feel the pain and frustration the characters feel and not just the sexual gratification of the steamier chapters in my book.

ALERT!!! ALERT!!! ALERT!!!

Shameless plug coming…

This is why I am very proud of my latest book due out on July 20th.  The 288 page novel is focused on characters who have everyday conflicts and how one character finds a way to deal and how that misunderstood method of conflict resolution is not accepted by everyone.  I won’t spoil the story for you, but don’t worry, there are a number of steamy and raunchy scenes in the book, but I think it might be the piece that adds a category to my writing style – from erotic writer to fiction writer.

 

#BookReview of Her Bull Sissy by Kinky Press

This was a tough one for me.  I was expecting a different story, but it was return to a portion of my past life and reality, although I wasn’t married when I had my experiences.

The story begins as John returns home earlier than expected to find his wife getting satisfaction he couldn’t give her. Only she didn’t find the satisfaction in a toy, but in a bull of a man.  This could have ended the story very quickly, but that is not how this story ends.

Rather than leave in humiliation and anger, John is forced to watch, then to participate in ways no straight man could endure.  But John was not the man he thought he was and his wife knew it as she trained and commanded him to do unspeakable things, but things he grew to enjoy.  His wife Tammy and her new lover would degrade him and turn him from man to timid sissy Jenny…  A sissy that would surrender to their commands and “her” new found interests.  Between the training,  hormones and surgery, Tammy and Bill continued to push the envelope exposing Jenny to the world, humiliating her at every moment especially at the end of this story.

The graphic scenes were very detailed to the point where it put the reader in John’s difficult, but pleasurable positions.  That will make you wonder what happened after the story ended.