As many of you know, I have decided to re-release my autobiography. For fans of my books, this is not exactly what you might be expecting. I initially planned to make this free to everyone on the web site, but thanks to some very creative people, I had to remove it – so instead, I have opened it up on KindleUnlimited.
I also had a few friends ask for autographed copies, which was very strange, but I am happy to oblige. Ifyou are interested in a signed paperback copy, let me know by e-mailing me at mcQuestgend@gmail.com. I will make the arrangements with you personally and have it shipped discreetly.
Thanks again to all of my supporters and stay tuned for more from me in the months to come.
AM I STILL THE VICTIM
2nd Edition
Am I Still The Victim is the true story about my life and a difficult story to tell. It took thirty plus years to write and up until now, only been shared with those closest to me. As time went on, I developed some private friendships with others like me and decided to share it in hopes that it can help others who struggle with some of the things I have dealt with over the years.
Don’t misunderstand… this is not a self help book or a self esteem builder. For me, writing this book and reading it was the wake up call and the constant reminder of how good things can be perverted into something horrible. This is a 2nd Edition of this book as new events have taken place and a new outlook that I felt was important enough to add to this piece. It has been my hope to find closure by writing this book, but instead, I found something else. Something more meaningful and motivating that can open new opportunities for me to move forward instead of looking for ways to forget the past.
The story is not only graphic, but it deals with adult situations. Situations that some would consider wrong, inappropriate, abusive and criminal. It has never been my intention to call out the guilty. It serves no purpose for me now. My experiences educated me and my hope is that readers find answers they may be looking for – even those who are simply looking for the answer to the question, “Am I being entertained.”
The story begins as John returns home earlier than expected to find his wife getting satisfaction he couldn’t give her. Only she didn’t find the satisfaction in a toy, but in a bull of a man. This could have ended the story very quickly, but that is not how this story ends.
