With one exception, ALL of my books and short stories have a transgender/ LGBTQ theme. Many of my stories are inspired by – or include my true life experiences. Looking for something specific? Search for keywords to narrow your search.
PLEASE NOTE: All books and stories contain material of a very explicit sexual nature and are intended for adult audiences only. The author does not condone unsafe sexual practices.
PROJECT: IRIS tells the story of Andrew Rogers. A computer programmer living in Japan and working for a technology firm. Andrew leads what most would believe to be a boring life, but he doesn’t think so. He enjoys the routine and quiet solitude of his apartment. Andrew doesn’t date much but has a friend in Kelly – an America who relocated with her boyfriend. Kelly looks at Andrew like a little brother but Andrew would like something more. IRIS is his latest breakthrough in artificial intelligence using facial recognoition, but he discovers in his attempt to control IRIS, is the firm already has a plan for IRIS and introduces her to a prototype computer system that can enter living cells. As he tries to stop the introduction, IRIS enters Andrew and turns his life upside down as he and IRIS learn more about each other and how dangerous IRIS can be.
As Andrew begins to teach IRIS, she becomes very interested in human sexuality and interaction. Andrew is not qualified as a psychiatrist, but does the best he can to help IRIS, but she decides to do her own research and takes Andrew along for the wild ride. Andrew is now experiencing things he had never considered or dreamed, but his fulfilled fantasies come at a severe cost.
Am I Still The Victim is the true story about my life and a difficult story to tell. It took thirty plus years to write and up until now, only been shared with those closest to me. As time went on, I developed some private friendships with others like me and decided to share it in hopes that it can help others who struggle with some of the things I have dealt with over the years.
Don’t misunderstand… this is not a self help book or a self esteem builder. For me, writing this book and reading it was the wake up call and the constant reminder of how good things can be perverted into something horrible. This is a 2nd Edition of this book as new events have taken place and with a new outlook on life, I felt it was important enough to add more to this piece. It had been my hope to find closure by writing this book, but instead, I found something else. Something more meaningful and motivating that has opened new opportunities for me to move forward instead of looking for ways to forget the past.
The story is not only graphic, but it deals with adult situations. Situations that some would consider wrong, inappropriate, abusive and criminal. It has never been my intention to call out the guilty. It serves no purpose for me now. My experiences educated me and my hope is that readers find answers they may be looking for – even those who are simply looking for the answer to the question, “Am I being entertained?”
This is the story of Daniel Mallory, child prodigy who graduated college at fifteen and spent the last nine years working for one of the top security firms in the world. The company’s continued success is in large part due to Daniel’s raw ability and high intelligence, but with high IQ comes with a number of social inadequacies that has the company worried when it announces it plans to go public. While Daniel doesn’t seemed worried, a new executive expresses his concerns and makes changes that affect Daniel immensely and his visible distaste has the company recommending therapy for the young professional.
What Daniel doesn’t know is his therapist has a past that is taken out on her patients and Daniel becomes the latest victim. Along the way, this story goes from suspense, to confusion, to a hypnotic sissy programming that has Daniel questioning his identity and once he learns the truth and his therapist disappears, he becomes determined to uncover the truth and settle the score once and for all.
My Perfect Partner
A couple struggling to make ends meet is taking its toll on their relationship. As a result they decide to separate for a while to try and get their careers on track, but while Brenda’s career is moving up, Jim’s is spiraling down the drain. His frustration and extended time off lands him at a goth bar where he meets Olivia, who sees something in him and tries to help him see his mistakes, by teaching him how the other half lives.
His experimentation reinvigorates Jim and his new found focus has carried over to his career as his work ethic has been noticed by his boss, his colleagues and his wife Brenda. As the two try and patch things up, Jim is very secretive about the change in him which has Brenda suspicious so she follows him and discovers his secret. Outraged and humiliated, she decides to show him just how different she can be as she forces Jim to carry out his secret fantasy into a reality he is not ready for.
Luke is just trying to get through college and his roommates are not helping. When he decides to attend a frat party to get them off his back he meets Karen under unique circumstances. Her welcomed help starts a nice new friendship, but Karen and her little sisters Lisa and Ashley have a few surprises in store that will have Luke question more than what college courses to take next semester.
Handle With Care: Collection Volume 1
Andrew is a young mail clerk trying to get ahead and move up the corporate ladder, but has a secret and that secret has been exposed. He now has to make some tough choices. Ignore the blackmailing threats and risk a promising career or give into them and risk the same thing. Find out how Andrew comes up with a third option and turns the table on his blackmailer.
Andrew is now Julie and flourishing in her new life working along side Casey. So much so that the company is growing at a record pace, but things are about the change. Casey’s sudden departure now leaves Julie with some tough choices to make. How does she run the company and keep her clients happy? She uses her hidden assets and what she’s learned to keep one client in particular very happy and a staff member even happier. Only this story doesn’t end happily… it ends with a cliffhanger.
After returning from a long eventful vacation, Julie learns that her Andrew persona has been reported missing and the police suspect foul play. She now faces her worst fear and jail time if she is not careful, but the investigation is no accident and Julie must not only find out the who, but the why and bring them all to justice before her life comes to a gruesome end.
Kelly, a very special escort, is introduced to Mike, a workaholic who has skeletons in his closet. Skeletons his family can’t accept so he hires Kelly to accompany him and try to dismiss the suspicions his family has, but in the process, Kelly gets too involved in showing him the darker side of her career and puts Mike through the ringer physically, emotionally and sexually.
Really Mean Girls
Justin was popular in high school, but that popularity didn’t help him when he went away to college. Being in a new place all alone tests his nerve and his trust when he meets Jenny and Becky. Their fun-loving attitude is a great smokescreen for their mean-spirited tactics to maintain control. Justin’s depression clouds his judgement and he trusts the girls to help him adjust to college life and shares a very personal secret he has struggled with for years. The girls take it upon themselves to help Justin only to turn the tables on him and leave him facing a frightening and uncertain future.
A Victim’s Revenge: Missing in Plain Sight
A Victim’s Revenge tells the story of a confused kid who is trying to find something… identity, purpose, acceptance in a world filled with fear, hate, and exploitation. In that search, Mark finds something. Something that brings him happiness, but soon realizes that happiness comes at a cost. Being different made for an easy target, only the target was not a red bullseye, but rather a pink dress and a pair of matching tights. Not at all easy to conceal for a young man. As time went on, he found it was easier to accept the bullying rather than fight it by turning his attackers in. After repeated humiliating episodes facilitated by his classmates, “our hero” makes the decision to try and start over and with the help of some new friends and his sister, he is able to do just that. Only the challenge of surviving on your own in a new town is just as overwhelming as living at home. As Mark becomes Stacie, she finds a calmness that is liberating, but this doesn’t help pay the bills and doesn’t remove the memory of the past. After coming to her new home to find the power off, she is now in need of money… fast.
The Working Girls: A Sissification Story
Alan and Kelly have had a pretty good life together. While he works nine to five, she travels all over the country and when she comes home, their reunion is nothing short of carnal… at least it was. The stress of work and being a part was taking its toll – so much so that Kelly quit her job and took a new one so her travels would be shorter, but when Alan learned of her new career, his curiosity became even more stressful. In order to understand Kelly’s choice, he decides to visit the “office”, and learns more than he bargained for as he is transported to an earlier time of his life when he and Kelly were not exclusive, but he has to go through a transformation that is guided by Marla and Lena, who do not take no for an answer.
Turning Trix: Diary of a Closet Crossdresser
This book tells the story of Mason. A closet crossdresser who is in search of the joy and peace in his challenging and confusing life.
Follow Mason as he takes a secret habit and puts it away in favor of an attempt at a “normal” straight relationship. With failure, comes new opportunities, as his secret resurfaces and he dives into the not-so-secret world of alternative lifestyles, but his inability to balance work, a girlfriend and his secret come to a head and he risks losing it all. Rather than come out or put away his secret forever, he chooses a third alternative and embraces his secret and takes his so-called real life and trades it in for one that is excited, profitable, but very dangerous. While friends try to help, only he… or rather she can try to pull herself up and regain the balance she needs to move forward and be happy.
Understanding Steve is a sad tale of true love and coping with the confusion of gender identity. The death of someone close throws Chris’ life into a tailspin of confusion and depression. Feeling alone he finds comfort in mutual friends, Henry and Laney, who try to help only to lead Chris on a new journey that he is not really prepared for. Chris and his friends build enough trust in each other and together they help him cope with his loss and more importantly get him past the confusion, by teaching him how his late friend lived his life. This is not a typical erotic story, nor is it a romance novel. This is a serious story that deals with the search for hope and the consequences if hope is lost. There are passages that are more explicit than others that center around transgendered and homosexual preferences. STRONGLY RECOMMENDED FOR ADULT AUDIENCES ONLY!
Transsexual Education: The Adventures of Abby, Michael… and Michelle
This is the story of Michael and Abigail. High school friends who developed a bond that would last a lifetime and would include sexual adventures that were far from boring. Their exploration would include the common role play and progress to restraints and pain, but it was their introduction to transgenderism that would take their open relationship to a place that was both bizarre and dangerous and strangely enough would bring them closer than they ever dreamed, but a terrible event could cost them more than just a loving relationship.
The Neighbor Down the Hall
A second chance at a big promotion sends Kyle to London to oversee the companies expansion. While there he meets Nikki who is much more than she appears. The two develop a friendship that turns into even more as Nikki teaches Kyle how the “other half” really lives. As their relationship grows she teaches him how to trust which is quickly put to the test after an embarrassing incident occurs forcing Kyle to make some tough choices. Does he return home? What happens to Nikki? Find out in this 19K word story that will have you looking at your life through “their” mirror.
Witness Protection is a unique crime story about Cris Taylor, who watched his best friend Trish brutally raped and murdered after discovering a plot by her employer to take over a competing tech firm. When identified as a material witness, Cris’ life was now in danger, but he quickly loses faith in the law and their ability to keep him safe until the trial. Out of fear and desperation, Cris makes a decision to disappear, in spite of the authorities attempts to keep him safe and secluded in the FBI safe house. Rather than try and survive on the run, looking over his shoulder, Cris takes a different approach and moves directly into the path of those sent to find him.
The Company Policy
I was very happy with my current job, but always kept my options open when it came to my career. When the perfect opportunity appeared, I was sold very early on and all set for a change of scenery. Little did I know that the change in scenery would be much more than a new office and paint on the walls.
Devin hadn’t seen his frat brother in five years. When a reunion was planned, he was excited to see his old friend, but the excitement was turned to shock when his friend Mike was gone and replaced by Michelle. How would Devin react? How would Michelle break the news? And How would the two co-exist?
ShapeShifter: A New Journey
The follow-up to ShapeShifter… Roni has decided to take a different path without Billie; leaving Billie in search of a new path of her own that includes her special talents. When her initial decision turns out to be a little difficult to swallow she makes an adjustment that exposes her to more than she imagined.
Becoming a private investigator and moving to Colorado gives her the chance to start over and still be close to her first love… education. Opening a book store across from the university took care of the daily bill pay, but her investigative work is where she found the most bang… literally.
The Assistant is a romance story about love found in the workplace, just not in the most conventional way. Successful young businessman, Cory Jones has been hounded by his staff to hire an assistant. Reluctantly he begins the search only to find Alex who absolutely stunned Cory with her unique set of skills. The two form a trust and mutual respect for one another that has now impacted the company. You see, Alex has a secret that was recently uncovered during a routine background check. Fearing the worst, Alex offers to quit rather than jeopardize the company, but Cory has other ideas as his feelings for her have grown and he can’t just let her go.
My First Man Crush
After a nasty divorce, I decided to make some changes in my life instead of trying to hide them. In the process I met new people and took chances I thought I never would. The result turned into the most exhilarating experiences I would ever have.
The Back Room
A maintenance issue in my building LITERALLY exposes skeletons in my closet. When I am invited to a party, I decided to try and talk to the guy that discovered my secrets, but instead I met someone new, whose interest in me was as exciting as mine was in him. The excitement was soon moved aside for an intense humiliating event when I was outed. What happened next was more than just unexpected.
Chris Holden, a frustrated computer programmer takes a risk of a lifetime to see his idea come to fruition. Leaving his job he pours all of his time and money into his project. When the project develops a mind of it’s own it puts him in a difficult position to either give up and shutdown his dream or accept the gifts he is being presented and accept the consequences that may follow. Accompanying him on his journey is his long time friend Mara. A transgendered woman who is more than a little interested in Chris. Chris has been her protector over the years as she has been his social guide. The two develop a relationship that is unexpected and becomes dangerous when “someone” finds out and takes matters into her own “hands”.
The Halloween Party
Gifts for Me
Traveling on business is great when you first start out then it becomes more daunting than it is worth. The only advantage is having some time to yourself. That advantage takes on a completely different role when you are snowed in and have time to really let go and do something crazy.
Two friends debate over relationships, but one thinks they can prove their side and win the debate. In the process, he gets much more than he bargained for. He not only loses the bet, but loses himself in the process, but it is not a total loss, he gains more than he ever hoped he would.
Caught In No Man’s Land
Heading home from college can be fun when you are seeing the country, but horrible when your car breaks down. Fortunately these two lovely grease monkeys come to his aid and not only repair his car but teach him lessons he will never forget. The kind of lessons that will keep him coming to town for repairs for a very long time.
Gender Questgend: Brenda’s Quickies
These short stories are about Brendan/ “Brenda”. A 19-year-old crossdresser who has lived around his mother two sisters without another male presence in his life. His adventures are like any other teenager, filled with emotion and hormones, but for “Brenda” the estrogen filled emotions are fighting with Brendan’s male self; causing chaos and confusion for them both. The two go from curiosity, to exploration, to experience very quickly due to the teenage impatience. Along the way he is helped by a number of people, but not all of them are in it for the same reason, so “Brenda” has to learn from her experiences and decide where her life is going to take them both.
Included in this book are short stories…
- The Reluctant Babysitter – Forced to babysit at the last minutes turns into a wild time.
- The Machine Shop – A school project more than I ever intended.
- Not So… Home Alone – A weekend at home can be exciting and scary when you find out you are not really alone.
- Prom Night – Losing a bet to your older sister is embarrassing enough, and the wager was worse, but the night turned int o something sensational.
- Busted – While house sitting for a friend, I was exposed and learned a few new things about myself and the true meaning of the word friends.
- Finding Glory – Bored at home before taking a trip to see the family, I ventured out to meet with friends. After drinking way too much I decided to sober up and try something new. Who knew I would find it here?
Nick is in a difficult spot after his wife catches him. After a messy divorce that could have ended his career, he remains private until his assistant talks him into attending the office Halloween party. During his short visit, he meets a woman who admires his “costume”. Little does he know that the woman is the owner of the company’s largest account and is threatening to pull out unless “she” negotiates the new contract. Nick is now forced to make a decision to save the company or have his “secrets” revealed to the world and lose his job in the process.
After being kidnapped and attacked, Brian, a college student, learns more about his abduction and attempts to live with the humiliation. He and new friend Erin share something in common in that they were both victims of the kidnappers. While Brian tried to make sense of the recent events, Erin wants revenge and Brian keeps her safe by plotting the revenge for her.
During this adventure, Brian meets Kevin who teaches him more about love, understanding… and sex. But Brian is still dealing with the confusion of what was done to him during his captivity and becomes preoccupied in bringing his captors to justice.
My New Boss II – Sissy Training Sessions
Trying to live your life is hard enough. Leading a double life is even harder. After the company he works for is bought out, the new management decides to promote him. What he doesn’t know is he will go through a series of training sessions with his new boss that will present some difficult choices he will have to make.
Living in a small town doesn’t lend itself to a great deal of privacy – even more so when you are different. Coming back home to take possession of the family farm, was filled with emotions, but nothing prepared me for the emotions I would have after I arrived, The reception was so unexpected it made it difficult to leave and go back to the big city.
Santa’s Secret Sissy
When dreaming about it just isn’t enough. My long time friend and I were discussing our plans for the holidays. After learning that I was once again going to spend it alone and depressed, she and her boyfriend decide to make it a holiday season I would never forget.
Karen and George have been happily married for a few years. When a mutual friend, jealous of their relationship suggests there is something a foot. Quickly dismissed by Karen, but when she discovers her husband’s secret, her humiliation is replaced with thoughts of revenge as she decides to turn the tables on her husband.
Brian’s boozing and over the top behavior has put a strain on his friendships after he shared a deep secret he should not have. One of his friends decides to teach him a lesson by giving him what he wants but it wasn’t enough and Brian got much more than he bargained for.
ShapeShifter is about a young college professor, Billy Morgan, who accidentally is exposed to a drug that has a dangerous side effect. As a result of his sudden transformation, he is left to investigate how it happened and why. On his journey, he meets Roni who helps him not only find out the truth, but adjust to “his and her” new surroundings and encounters.
While the book has some erotic passages, the book is much more suspenseful than a raunchy sex story, but is still suitable for adult audiences – PARENTAL DISCRETION IS ADVISED.
The Messy Truth
“The Messy Truth” is a fictional story about a man who must come to grips with his past. The main character, Rob Castor, deals with the loss of his girlfriend after she catches him in the act. He is left with only one decision – to move away in hopes of finding comfort and privacy in a small town. There he puts the pieces of his life back together and meets Michelle, a woman who is more than she appears. Together they help each other find the peace they both need.
A group of friends are planning a spring break vacation down in Florida, but one member of the group has a very special “fear” of flying. The group’s insensitive attitude about her supposed fear results in a discovery that could shatter their bond.
After being mugged in the park, Michael is nursed back to health by a young woman who has more secrets that she cares to share. The two develop a bond that will be put to the test when those secrets are revealed.
Will Work for Food
After losing his job, Jerry must go to drastic measures to maintain his lifestyle. In a stroke of luck, he finds opportunities that are filled with passion and danger and could take his life in directions he could never imagine.
The Nightmare Vacation
“The Nightmare Vacation” is fictional tale about Chris Granger, a young man fresh out of college who decides to travel through Europe to see the world before he settles into his adult life and career. During his trip, a terrible mistake leaves him facing a frightening future, which he must now accept. His journey puts him in the unenviable position of facing his parents and explaining the embarrassment to those closest to him and starting a new life with almost no direction. That is until he meets Nicki, who has a unique perspective on his recent demise. With the help of Nicki and his sister, Chris learns how to be human again, only in a different skin.
Home for the Holidays
Coming home for the holidays is never easy… the gifts can sometimes surprise you. After a long time away, a family is reunited, but someone appears to be missing and has replaced with someone new.
Country Living City Loving
People think living in the country provides a peaceful and private environment. Think again. The men are strong and the women stronger. After inheriting some land out in the country, a city boy learns that country folks are stronger and softer than they appear.
My New Boss
After being passed over for a promotion, an experienced IT guy meets his new boss who is much more than a pretty face. She offers him a chance to get ahead so he visits her home and gets a new education in obedience and what it’s like to take orders.